i try to act cool
pretend like i can't feel
smilin' like a fool
her eyes
can't believe she's real
it felt so good to get lost for a while
her cute little nose
her lips and her smile
we felt together
we laughed together
we cried together
we fuckin lived together
but thought noone cared
together we lived
but i was scared
didn't have enough to give
so i tried to
what am i doing
move on
play it off
almost forgot about it and for that i hate myself
why do all our dreams seem to fade away
why am i letting her slip
who is she seeing
fuck
why lately, she hasn't been the same
i talked and talked and kept talking
need to get my shit together
want us to last forever
i met her
so i
i called her
how much i was missing her warmth
just kept saying shit, totally ignoring her
til' she grabbed me
then i calmed down
She slowly let go of me and it hit me as she whispered
and now i could see
Was happy for the moment, thought everything was fine, i explained myself, and now she's back
"I don't love you anymore"
And i realised, i was late. Been around my homies too much, shouldn't have played it cool, should have shown my feelings, should have done this and that. Why am i the type of person who always talks that "should have", "could have", "would have" stuff. Please tell me Self, why are you like this. You're ruining my life, i fucking hate you. Piece of shi-
"It's over."
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